Suffers from anxiety.
Knows caffeine makes it worse.
Drinks 6 cups of coffee.
That time I didn’t realize I was listed under faculty/staff on the university website until the job position ended.
Thesis proposal: accepted.
You would THINK that meant I could take a day off. Stupid IRB application.
Today will basically be devoted to that, and finishing up packing/bringing stuff to my mom’s, and hopefully bringing the anxiety level down a few (thousand) notches. If I didn’t have so much driving ahead of me, I’d make a trip out to Ithaca for hot yoga… Lord knows I need it.
I’m also really nervous about visiting my old home and old friends tomorrow. I’ve gained about 10 pounds and my hair is wicked short now, and I’m afraid of the judgement I might get… For example, “Oh no, she finally fell off her rocker.” Think Britney Spears incident. Also the embarrassment of being an exercise science major and my apparent inability to keep my own shit in line. ACK. Just need to keep reminding myself that my friends don’t care about that stuff.
I’ve barely posted anything lately, and I’m hoping to fix that while I’m at my dad’s house this weekend. I miss my tumblr de-stress time.
Absolutely everything is more appealing than working on my thesis proposal or packing.
Attention span of a goldfish, I tell you.
